It's already 2.50am. I know that I should be in the bed but Left 4 Dead has awaken my brain neuron cells. When I closed my eyes, I could only see zombies running towards me as if I was alive in the cyber world, fighting my very best to stay on. I'm totally convicted that I have to stop playing computer games. As I was washing my face, a soft voice whispered to my ears, saying that I must stop all these addictions. The living room has been empty for quite some time and it's time to clean it up so that Jesus and I will have more personal time in the comfy room.
The other reason which made me keep tossing and turning in my bed is my career. As I browsed through the list of jobs available in jobstreet, I've found a job which I've been searching for. It's only a five-day job and it offers 2-2.3k monthly salary. For Ipoh standard, the pay is considered very high especially for an administrative work. All along, I wanted a job which allows me to dedicate my time on church ministry and here comes the opportunity. But I dare not to take the step of handing in my resignation letter because I don't want to disappoint Winson's mum. My heart tells me that I should try other jobs instead of sticking to the current one. I'm literally torn apart. It's a very hard decision to make. If only God just told me what to do, life would be so much simpler.
3 comments:
Since you've already made the decision, JUST DO IT! I'm sure they'll understand. I can tell that you really want to try other jobs.
who ask you to hand in your resignation letter? just apply first. you have 1 month to pray and think about it further before any result comes. just apply.
thank you for your support, ben ben!!but till now, i still haven't completed my resume and CV. haha...
Dear, i have less than one month to make this tough decision. Thanks for giving support all these while. you are the best 'deer' in the world!
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